There's beauty in the breakdown... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First Week's Over, Should I Take the Step? Well, I'm done with my first week of classes. Yay. I'm actually really glad to be back at college. I feel more intelligent and useful than I have in awhile. This is going to be a good year for me, I can feel it. Hopefully I will be able to achieve some goals that I have set for myself--personally, academically, and at work. It's going to be one of those "get things done!" type years. That's always good. I'm going out with Mel for some goodtime fun tonight. I have no idea what we will end up doing, but I love spending time with her. We don't do it too often, so it'll be nice. A-Rae and I talked last night about going to STL again. I need to talk to C and everyone from old school to find out when they are going to be home. I'm mostly looking forward to seeing C and his family. Those are some kickass people, let me tell ya. Even though they don't know me that well, they make me feel like a part of their family every time I am around them. That's awesome to me. Plus, I can't wait to be in the same city as C. Talking to him online and over the phone just isn't the same. He's just the greatest kid ever. And if I go to STL, I may have another meeting to make. Am I ready to take such a step? Eek, I don't know. Won't talk about that. I wish it made sense. Like a joke that no one gets. It's a life without regret. I want to feel that way, forever and ever. ("Wish I Was There" - Natalie Imbruglia) 12:35 PM - 08.23.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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