There's beauty in the breakdown... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It Will Happen Someday, you are going to meet this really nice guy that you dig. You will become friends and cultivate this really nice friendship in which you tell each other everything and let each other in. Feelings will start to form as your walls break down. He will see you at your weakest when you are about to shove your fist through a wall or when you can't stop the tears from falling. He will hear you go on and on about finance like it's the most interesting thing in the world. And he will laugh at you when you are being totally insane. He will listen to you when you are talking about going to back to the one that broke your heart. He will make fun of you when you bitch about work. He will comment on your new sweater or haircut, and he will notice when you painted your nails black. He will make you feel intelligent and beautiful and witty and alive. And he will text message you in the middle of the night to tell you something totally off the wall. And then you will find that songs start to remind you of him. There will be times when you will catch yourself smiling off into space when you think about him. It's inevitable that you will start to compare all other guys to him. Roles will begin to be redefined, and the relationshp will shift. You might freak out because you realize what is going on. You might try to make him hate you just to create a little distance between you both. You will send him insane messages and call and hang up because you are scared to say what you need to say. You will fall in love with him. And if he is still around after all that, then there is something to be said about him. And your relationship. Maybe, just maybe, there is something more. The drops of rain, they fall all over. This awkward silence makes me crazy. The glow inside burns light upon her. I'll try to kiss you if you let me. Tidal waves they rip right through me. Tears from eyes worn cold and sad. Pick me up now, I need you so bad. ("Down" - Blink 182) 11:36 PM - 03.06.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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