There's beauty in the breakdown... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When You Said You Loved Me I used to write about you all the time, and then I decided to stop. You used to tell me that you were thinking about endlessly, and then you stopped. I used to fight for what we had because I thought it was worth it, and then I stopped. You used to always let me know that I have a place in your life and more importantly in your heart, and then you stopped. I used to always remind you of important dates that you would remember, and then you stopped. You used to always respond to me when I asked for you, and then I stopped. I used to always try to get closer to you when you let me, and then you stopped. You used to always try to get closer to me when I let you, and then you stopped. I used to always think that this or that reminded me of you, and then I stopped. You used to always tell me the tiniest things as they came to you, and then you stopped. I used to always dream about what our lives would be like when we would settle down, and then I stopped. You used to always tell me what your dreams for us were, and then you stopped. I used to write you letters in our notebook to which you would reply, and then you stopped. You used to always tell me stupid jokes from when we were kids to make me laugh, and then I stopped. I used to always hear you say that you love me, but then you stopped. You used to reply back when I said that I loved you but that ended, so I stopped. And I believed you. I believed you when you said you would be mine...I believed you when you said you'd cried, believed you when you said you'd try, believed you when you said you loved me too. I believed you. ("Black Flowers" - Chris Isaak) 8:04 PM - 04.20.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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