There's beauty in the breakdown... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Never Be Satisfied I want to fall in love with you because it would be so easy to do so. I know that you would take my heart as it is so easily. I wouldn't have to work to make our relationship work because it would. And it would probably be a really amazing thing that we both created between us. It would be the tie that binds our two hearts in front of this world and our Lord. And I want to say that there isn't anything wrong with that...but it woudl be a lie. You want me to fall for you because you feel that way about me already. But I know that you aren't on your own enough to be with me. You want someone to take care of you, and I have taken care of people my entire life. I can't do it in another relationship. I need a man who is going somewhere. I need a man who wants to build an amazing life for himself as well as me. I don't need someone to rely on or to take care of or to provide for me. I just need someone to love. You have this innocence about the world that I admire. You have not seen death touch your very soul or had your family fall apart before your eyes. You have not had to take care of people because there is no one else there to do it. You haven't had to worry about explaining the inexplicable to your brothers. You haven't had to act as the go-between because no one can find calmness. I am jaded, cynical, and disillusioned. I want your purity of heart. You're too fragile...my strength would consumer you. And I don't ever want to lose you in me. You got your passion, you got your pride. But don't you know only fools are satisfied? Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true. When will you realize Vienna waits for you? ("Vienna" - Billy Joel) 9:55 PM - 04.24.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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