There's beauty in the breakdown... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanting to Tell You Everything Why am I so scared of you? I have never been scared of anyone in my entire life. And when it comes to you, I am afraid to tell you just how I feel. I know why I am so scared...because I want it so much. Tonight, I realized that I am ready to start finding my future. I am seriously ready to find my Always Guy. And that's the thing about you...you are the Always type. I can see a future with you so clearly right now. I know that it's possible that it could pass, but right now, it seems so unfathomable. You make me happy, and you don't even know it. You make me want to change my ways and become the best person that I could ever be so that I might just be good enough to be yours. And the thing is, I know you wouldn't want me to change. I think that you could actually love me for me. That very fact only makes me want to be in your life even more. And that is why I am scared. I'm still so young, and I have a long life ahead of me. You do too, you know. But I want my life to begin...now...with you. I want to tell you everything. I want to thank you for making me feel less insecure. For putting up with me. For being my friend. I don't know how to tell you or how to show you that I care. So, I wait for you to come to me. I pray that you will come to me. You have to come to me. I can see a future with you. What do you see? Please see me. Lately I find I'm caught up in these thoughts. How will you come to me? How will we connect these hearts? Are you somewhere near, hidden like a four-leaf clover? Are you miles away? Are we getting any closer?...I already see myself falling in love eternally, and I think that's just the way it's gonna be. ("Be" - Jessica Simpson) 12:51 PM - 01.19.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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